Where am I now?

Where am I today?  I ask myself this question over and over again.  I am not sure where I am headed but I trust that it is to a better place.  As I wrote before, he left, and I haven't heard from him since...it's o.k....I guess.  I mean it makes it faster...the pain that is...I will overcome it faster right?  I'm not really lonely...there's always someone to be with....but sometimes I am lonely...sometimes you don't just want to hook up to have sex, sometimes you just want to cuddle and watch a movie...etc....Oh well...Happy 4th ALL!!!!