Some of us live in a place where we do what is expected, and perhaps we believe that what is expected is what we want. We meet great people, and interact with them, and live the life....live the life. Then one day we look around, and it's gone...no, no one left, you left, I left, I wanted to leave, I couldn't breathe. Then again, I look around, and everyone else stayed the same, I changed, no one else changed but me. Everyone followed the plan... I didn't.
I hurt people during this change, and I am truly sorry, I have to live with myself for this, and believe me I hurt...I still hurt, but I lived the moment, and they were happy moments. They were extreme moments that I would not have lived had I not taken the chance. But today I wonder.....I will always wonder, but I will not regret. I can't regret, they were good moments.
Today again, I wonder, is everyone right? Am I wrong? We're all grown up....I'm grown up, but not like all of you...I'm alone, none of you are alone....I wonder....and me? When will it be me?
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